Things are getting crazier by the day at work.  I understand we are going through a major culture shift, but some of the things that I see are just not right.  They are actually very foul.  I do not care what level you are trying to get on, there are some things you just do not do to other people.

Things continue to get bad at work.  I am now asking myself why am I working.   I believe I am having a mid-life job crisis thing.  It is not a mid-life crisis, because I am not questioning everything…just work.

I get the feeling that I am under siege at work.  It is so bad that I am no longer sure if I am doing the right thing.  I guess that is where Rudyard Kipling’s “If” comes in.  Also, prayers to God to keep me and guide me. 

Amen.

I get the feeling that I am being forged in the swirling ebbs of fire. Give me strength oh Lord, and a fire extinguisher.

Amen

Sometimes I wake up and believe that I am in the wrong place and time in regards to my occupation.  I believe I need to do some soul searching to determine if I want to continue working where I am.  Once my job was rewarding, and I really looked forward to going to work.  I once felt really good about what I was doing because I, in my mind, was helping people…once…

Perhaps it is the change that is occurring within the organization that has me like this.  I just have to determine how I fit in. 

You know I get up everyday as most responsible Adults do and go to a job.  However, in my case my job is never 9 to 5.  It is continuously demanding more and more time with no compensation outside of the regular salary.  I believe today was really one of those days.  So overwhelmed that I did not know where to begin.  I have actually started to have to keep to do list that seem to get more and more things added before I can finish them.  All of this has made me wonder what it would be like to have a job at doing something that you liked or loved?  Can you tell me what the felling is like?  I would sure like to know because I am not sure I will ever experience that feeling…

No Cheers.

Still strung out at work.  Tons to do.  Not resources to do it, and everything is due yesterday.